The fully trained Crossdresser
I’m back. Wearing my black silk lace panties, lacy trim half slip, sheer pantyhose, lacy pink bra, breast forms, white see through blouse, black mini-skirt, silver high heels, and blonde wig.
2016 has been a year of unexpected events for me including near physical exhaustion. Even my desire to be all dressed up, feminized, and submissive has been ice-cold for the last 3-4 months.
While I was ice-cold did I know I’d be back ALL DRESSED up soon? I wondered and honestly didn’t know. This was the 1st time in over 6 years of being under Mistress Samantha’s intense, through, and comprehensive training that this had occurred. Was her intense psychological re-shaping, molding, conditioning and comprehensive feminization transformation of me really woven, ingrained, and burned into my mind?
As the fires began to stir, the answer was crystal clear. I had been trained to perfection by an expert. I must dress myself from head to toe. I must put on my skirts, blouses, dresses, bra’s, panties, stockings, high heels, wigs and makeup. Not only cannot I not resist my desires, I cannot stop myself from totally indulging, embracing, and being fully absorbed in worship and adoration of my burning desires. Plus, I crave to have them increased even more. I am totally engulfed in the waves of ecstasy, swept away by intense sexual lust into the world of satin, silk, lace and ruffles. Compared to how I was before I was trained – wearing my lacy, feminine, sexy female attire has evolved from an occasional past-time to an absolute complete total necessity. One that demands constant attention and needs to be done on a regular, even frequent, basis. I am now obsessed with wearing one my ultra feminine Victoria Secret or Frederick’s of Hollywood bra’s. The silk panties and sheer pantyhose ARE NOT enough. I must add a nice tight FULLY SHAPED LACY BRA to my panties and pantyhose. My lust to add a lacy full shaped bra to my “standard” outfit is quite telling as I revel in the pure total sexual excitement of it. My desires to be completely feminized are now totally, completely insatiable and quite uncontrollable.
Yes – the difficult year in 2016 has proven something beyond any doubt. I am definitely a fully totally completely feminized crossdresser. The 6+years of comprehensive intense training by Mistress Samantha has been wildly successful. Mistress has transformed me not into just accepting that I’m a crossdresser. She has transformed me into a totally committed, extremely devoted, and very intense crossdresser who will continually, regularly and frequently dress as pretty and feminine as I can – for as long as possible.
Now for the pictures. Note : I redid these photo’s several hours after posting. I could not contain my desire to have my tight lacy pretty pink bra more visible for all to see.
Posted on August 19, 2016, in Bondage and Discipline, Crossdressing, Crossdressing Slave, Domination and Submission, Femdom, Feminization, Forced Feminization, Humiliation, Sensual Bondage, Spanking and tagged crossdresser, crossdressing, crossdressing Mistress, Crossdressing Slave. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.