Perfect Justice for the submissive “closet” cross dresser

What’s the perfect justice for a  submissive “cross dresser” who suppressed, hid, and used to sneak into woman’s clothing because it turned him on so much and he didn’t want anybody to know?

(1) It starts with so you want to dress like a girl?  Then you are a girl !!! You change the thinking to match the desires, you give her a girl’s name, and mold/shape/reorient her thinking.   It is she or her from now on – you have her referring to herself this way and constantly using her new name.  It begins to grip her.  

(2) Then it progresses to having her wear panties and stockings all the time until she becomes totally unable to resist wearing them constantly.  You have her begging, and pleading to please be allowed to wear them.  Once she reached this stage – she will never be getting out of her panties and stockings for an extended period again.  She is broken from her ability to suppress her desires. 

 LOL, LOL, LOL  – psychological transformation into a girl.    You then train her that she is NEVER, EVER allowed to suppress these desires again even for 1 second.  MISTRESS SAMANTHA WILL NOT TOLERATE THAT – TOTALLY DISALLOWED !!

A perfect trap for her.  Turned on by wearing her panties and stockings with no way to suppress those desires.  Her submissive desires enhanced by her now helpless ability to suppress them  coupled by the feel of her pretty silky underwear which has her so turned on.  A circle where the desires only tighten, increase and grow –  constant 24 hours a day, 7 day a week  – desires she must now accept !!!

Somebody wanted to play around wearing panties, dresses, stockings, bra’s and makeup? Kept it up, and up and up and would not quit.  What better delicious fitting justice than psychologically turning her into a very complete, totally feminine girly girl.  

Ah but she dared to hide her desires and sneak into woman’s clothing in the past.  She needs to pay the price for that also.  

(A) Girls shop for their clothes.  No – not on the internet and mail order.  In person – totally unable to suppress her desires and also being PUNISHED for the years of hiding and sneaking.  Yes – the girls in the store have to be told she is shopping for her clothes.  Halloween stores to try them on, Victoria’s Secret, Frederick’s of Hollywood, Independent lingerie stores, bridal/prom shops, breast forms and wig shopping.   Cross dressing boutiques?  N0 – generally banned.  Woman’s shops only.  Does she cheat and not them?  She doesn’t dare because Mistress may check on her.

(B) Girls get their hair styled in Hair salons.  Yes – in the chair wearing her hair and getting styled.  More punishment to fit the crime for hiding and sneaking.  Of course, wearing her Barbie necklace and in front of several of the boutiques hair stylists.   Barbie loves and adores to have her hair styled in person.  Can she cheat and do the hair herself?  Her appointments are posted on Mistresses Calendar.  What if Mistress checked and she was cheating?  She doesn’t dare. 

Now, one exception to hair styling in PERSON is my synthetic wig.  They need to be dropped off and styled for a long period since the hair needs to set.  M. at H.C. hair styling  salon (aka Goddess of Hair Styling ) sent me a picture of my hair being styled.  Here it is.IMG950968

When will I pick it up?  My next hair styling appointment which is less than 2 weeks away ( YAY !!!!).  

Ah but this appointment will continue Barbie’s paying the price for suppressing and hiding her desires as well as making sure she doesn’t suppress her desires in anyway.  How?  You have to come back to find out.  It will be rather girly.  

Somebody kept hiding, sneaking, and pretending that didn’t want to wear female attire.  What better more perfect justice is there by having them do the absolute opposite now.  Punishment to fit the crime

LOL, LOL, LOL, LOL – Mistress Samantha has you so controlled and girly now Barbie.

Oh – BTW Barbie (football fan) watched the super bowl wearing a bra, panties, half slip, pull over sweater blouse, pleated mini-skirt and high heels. Afterwards she was put to bed in a pretty pink nightgown, bra, breast forms, panties and pantyhose in preparation for Monday night.  

On Monday night, she was then taught a lesson and punished for an hour.  An embarrassing hour designed to shame her which it did.  She was required to film it.

Why was she punished?  Well she missed an appointment with Mistress the prior Wednesday.   Oh – she was dressed and ready on Wednesday but with Mistress having not felt well – when Mistress was delayed Barbie did not text her.   Nice thoughts but Barbie needed to be taught a lesson.  

She is Mistress Samantha’s slave.  She is not allowed to make decisions on her own.  She is Mistress Samantha’s personal private property now and her job is total complete utter submission and obedience at all times.  After punishment – she was put back to bed in her nightgown, panties, bra, stockings to sleep on  Monday night.  

How was she punished?  Her least favorite thing to do for a full hour while being taped.  What to know how?   LOL – Perfect justice for the years of suppressing, hiding and she hated it.   Curious?  You want to know?  Ask in the comments and perhaps Mistress Samantha will publicly shame her by having her explain what she had to do.


Posted on February 8, 2013, in Crossdressing Slave, Domination and Submission, Feminization, Spanking, Strap-On Sex, Tease and Denial and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.

  1. Did you perform any cheers during the Super Bowl? At least you wore a proper outfit during the game.

    What did you have to do afterwards?

  2. Quite a definite contrast for a former macho, control freak who always got their way in the past. Now watching the “big game” in a bra, panties, half slip, pull over sweater blouse, pleated mini-skirt and high heels. Yes – Mistress thought this was a proper outfit to teach me my new place. I see you agree with Mistress. I never, ever dreamed I’d be watching the super bowl in a mini-skirt, sexy black stockings, and 5″+ high heels. Yes , very very humbling and quite effective at making sure I understand my place.

    During the game, I had to sit in front of a full length mirror and look at myself – in between plays – dressed pretty and feminine. No WIG allowed – just to doubly re-enforce the contrast. I sat with my hands demurely in my lap – a ladylike behavior was required at all times. So I had to observe myself as much as I watched the game. Halftime was devoted solely to mirror time.

    Did I have to do cheers? No – since my team wasn’t playing – I didn’t have to do cheers. Mistress did have me watch MY favorite team in a dress with all the accessories including WIG, earlier in the year ( Monday night football). Cheers were definitely required. Almost killed myself in my 5″ platform pumps ( not quite but I did stumble once when I jumped off the floor). She sent shopping for a cheerleaders outfit for Halloween. Couldn’t find a good one. I came back with a Salon girl outfit (yes – I tried it on in the Halloween store – that is mandatory by Mistress).

    As I wrote, I was put to bed, in a pink nightgown, wearing my breast forms panties and stockings – a prelude to full punishment night on Monday. Yes – it was PUNISHMENT – something I really dislike doing to teach me my place and that I now do as I told. From the person in charge to the submissive who obeys all. In the past, I’ve had to do this for 10-15 minutes. This time it was a full hour – ugh, ugh, ugh. I did it which should be no surprise because I wasn’t given a choice.

    What was it? It’s rather humiliating and embarrassing. It will be posted for all to see just one of the ways Mistress Samantha punished her slaves.

    Next posting

  3. Okay here was punishment night

    I’m all for having somebody on these knees performing oral sex. The stereotype is that most people would envision a woman doing the kneeling and performing the oral sex, In my world – it is the man on his knees kissing and licking HER. Since females have much more ability to have multiple orgasms – her PUSSY slave needs to bring her many orgasms before he gets off his knees, His reward ? He gets no relief and gets to do her again the next day. Kept without any sexual pleasure for long periods of time as of slavery and servitude to her.

    Mistress loves to turn the tables and reverse sterotypes. So what might you think she has me do?

    Punishment night – on went my sexy black pantyhose, my black panties with white lace trim, my pink bra with black lace trim, my breast forms, my pink nightgown, earrings, necklace and my tallest platform high heels pumps. Out came the bright red lipstick and on went the video camera. Not even a wig to hide from the video.

    It was time for the girl to assume the position, A full hour of licking, sucking, and kissing a very large DILDO which is a very realistic looking cock. Oh god, I hate THAT cock.

    The cock was drenched in me least FAVORITE food, at least every 10 minutes, smeared with tons of mayonnaise as I had to lick, suck, and swallow every single drop. As close to cum as it gets. Many times I gagged and thought I would throw up. Each time, I had to deal with the very stereotypical answer given to girls. “Swallow it all every drop – You’ll get used it – eventually”. Yes, the cock was stuck in my mouth very, very deep. Mercilessly and continually I licked/sucked for a full hour. It was so so sore after 1 hour. But that wasn’t going to be the end. Mistress had in the past required me to buy a penis gag that can be strapped into my mouth. It is bedtime – I was strapped into the penis gag. Time to lick and suck all night long. After about 2 hours of extending licking and sucking meaning 3 full hours in total – I was allowed to sleep in my pretty girls clothes. I hate the COCK and mistress knows it. I’m a girl who loves girls – I hate cocks. So as far as Mistress is concerned – a powerful punishment item. It is used to humiliate, embarrass, torment and shame me.

    Why not resist? First I’m now a slave and it’s impossible for me to do so. If I tried, after a hard caning of my ass – I’d being doing anything I was told anyway. So resistance to Mistress is futile and I know this from experience.

    I licked and sucked it as I knew I had to and it had to be done with lots of energy, passion, and desire.

    You see, there is something else about this large dildo cock – something more humiliating embarrassing shameful, and devilish. Something far worse than licking or sucking it, Mistress has made it clear, it is not a question of IF it is a question of WHEN. Being a obedient girl doesn’t mean it will get delayed. Being a bad girl – it is implied it will cause Mistress to accelerate it even faster.

    She is going to fuck me with that cock – and it is very big and thick. It has has a special attachment to ejaculate whatever is put into the special squirt bottle. Yes she is going to make me feel that squirting very deep inside of me.

    Mistress has already told me that she has done this with slaves before and she is very skilled (expert) at making them cum – if she decides that they will. In addition, she will let me know when she decides to fuck whether it starts with me – strapped into my very small chastity cock cage – when I wear this I’m kept really tiny. Or she may strap me into the cock cage with the spikes – any stirring at all HURTS. As if this all isn’t humiliating, embarrassing, or shameful enough – Mistress wants me to be super motivated for her screwing me to go on for a long time that night.

    How will she have me so super motivated? If I cum – she is going to feed it to me. No, No not a quick swallow, A slow licking, holding it my mouth and then swallowing every single drop of it. So if I take it for a really, really long time and avoid cumming than maybe I can avoid being feed the results. Yes – I will be ultra motivated not to – no matter how long it lasts. Will I be able to take it? I will do my very best to take it for as long as I have to.

    Make no mistake – Mistress has told me this will be happening and when she starts it will happen more than once.

    I may hate the kissing, licking, and sucking of the dildo and cock but it is going to get much, much worse at some point.

    For now, the better I do, the longer I post-phone something far, far more humiliating, embarrassing and shameful.

  4. Thanks for the update!

    Has your wife ever worn that? Is she OK with mistress doing that?

    Here’s a recipe for you. (so all readers know – I got rid of the link and pasted the information instead to get rid of the pictures).

    Fake semen recipe.

    A. Methyl cellulose (or methylcellulose) is a chemical compound derived from cellulose. It is a hydrophilic white powder in pure form and dissolves in cold (but not in hot) water, forming a clear viscous solution or gel. It is sold under a variety of trade names and is used as a thickener and emulsifier in various food and cosmetic products, and also as a treatment of constipation. Like cellulose, it is not digestible, not toxic, and not allergenic. In cosmetic it is used as a variable viscosity personal lubricant; it is the main ingredient in K-Y Jelly. Methyl cellulose is often used in Hollywood feature films for accidental occasions. As well as in the pornographic industry to simulate semen in large quantity, in order to shoot photosets and movies related to bukkake fetish (scenes featuring a person being ejaculated on). It is preferable to food-based fake semen (e.g., condensed milk) because this last solution can often cause problems, especially when the ingredient used contains sugar. Sugar is thought to encourage yeast infection when it is injected into the vagina.

    B. Cornstarch (corn starch milk) and water, or flour and water, or water and gelatin, or water and hair gel and lotion, or water and white hair conditioner, or shampoo, or white cake icing mixed with either a little water or milk, or powdered sugar and milk, or corn syrup and nondairy creamer; or egg white and tapioca pudding, add salt and maybe some fish oil. Or sweetened condensed milk mixed with water; or condensed milk, egg white and sugar; or spice “arrowroot” mixed with water and simmered in a pan

    C. 250ml of water, 2 table spoons of plain flour (sifted, white, unbleached).

    * a thick batch of semen (37 g of flour for 250 ml of water).
    * a normal batch of semen (34-35 g of flour for 250 ml of water).
    * a thin batch of semen (32 g of flour and for ml of water).

    ………1. Pour about 250ml (or one and a half mugs) of cold water into a saucepan and add two flat tablespoons of flour.
    ………2. Mix with hands the flour into the water until you have no lumps whatsoever. When you’ve finished, it should look like you have a saucepan full of milk. If it doesn’t you’ve either got too much or too little flour.
    ………3. Bring this mixture to a boil, and then simmer over a high heat for 15 min, stirring constantly, until it thickens. You’ll end up with a slightly opaque solution, with the viscosity of warm KY Jelly.
    ………4. Leave it to cool for about 15 minutes. You have your cum. It lasts about three days. Use refrigerating.

    D. Manufactures of dildos with a squeeze bulb to make it squirt during play might include a recipe for “cum”: sweet condensed milk, egg white and sugar. But sugar in vaginas can cause instant yeast infections and wouldn’t be a good idea for anal play either. Additionally, raw egg white can be a source of salmonella which causes Salmonella enterocolitis, an infection in the lining of the small intestine. For dildo it would be better to use plain yogurt and dilute it with water to the consistency of cum.

    E. This recipe for theatrical cum looks like real cum, has no sugar, and has a neutral taste so that you can really get into the fantasy. Because it contains raw egg white you should make it fresh right before use and discard the leftovers. If you are concerned about using raw egg, either don’t swallow it (half the fun!), or use pasteurized egg whites, which can be purchased in most supermarkets. However, fresh egg gives a better consistency.

    1 cup water
    2 tablespoons cornstarch
    1 raw egg white
    1 tablespoon plain yogurt
    A pinch of salt

    ………1. Dissolve cornstarch in 1/4 cup of water and set aside.
    ………2. Bring the remaining water and a pinch of salt to a simmer in a small saucepan, then stir the cornstarch to redissolve it and stir it in.
    ………3. Simmer and stir the mixture for about two minutes, it will be very thick.
    ………4. Cool the mixture thoroughly. If you don’t let it cool the egg will get cooked. If you are impatient, set the pan in a bowl of ice and stir to speed the cooling.
    ………5. When cool, stir in the egg white and yogurt. If you want a little more flavor you can add 1/4 teaspoon of vanilla extract and some Equal or Splenda for sweetness when you add the egg.
    ………6. Mix thoroughly with a wire whisk until smooth.
    ………7. If you don’t have a toy to use with this, you can get a squirt bottle (such as is used for ketchup) in supermarkets or kitchen stores. Fill the bottle and put it in the microwave for about fifteen seconds to make it just warm.

    G. However, if the point is to have a photograph of a woman or a man with semen on her or him, there’s no actual need for liquid semen, real or fake. Adobe Photoshop can be used to add semen to any photograph:
    — Find a picture of a woman or a man you want to violate.
    — Then find a picture of a woman or a man who already got splattered.
    — Select a good chunk of man fluid to put on your new man and drag it over.
    — Desaturate it (Image -> Adjustments -> Desaturate)
    — Improve levels (Image -> Adjustments -> Levels). Click on the black eyedropper on the bottom right. Its the eyedropper on the left. Adjust the levels until the cum is white and everything else is black.
    — Go to your blending modes (Window -> Layers) and set it to Screen.
    — Some tweaking. We need to erase some of it so we make a layer mask, select a black big soft brush and start erasing the parts we don’t want. Then you can rotate it, scale it, or whatever you need to do. You may need to use the Liquify tool to bend it around curves.
    — If that isn’t enough fluid for you just repeat the process and add more. Keep adding until you’re happy.

    Thanks for the update!

  5. No my wife has not worn this outfit. We do not share clothes. Her husband’s dresses, skirts, blouses, and nightgowns are hung in the closet right next to hers so she knows exactly what I wear for mistress.

    Is my wife okay with mistress doing that? She’d laugh & laugh that she had me doing that. Expect she’s probably want mistress to f..k me deep in my ass so I’d get to know how it felt – since I did it to her on a few occasions. More punishment to fit the crime

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