Girl within-MY continued Chastity Belt, BDSM, Feminization transformation

The girl inside of me last night and this morning followed by my caging experience last night:

Her thoughts this morning

“You suppressed me my whole life.  You kept my locked away in a cold, damp mental prison where I was bound, gagged, and locked deep inside a cage.  You were cruel, heartless, and showed no mercy-not one ounce.

You are now Mistresses submissive and you know the rules and you are following them but yet you are still too tempted to touch Mistresses cock without her permission.  I will not settle for the letter of the law, you will follow the spirit at all times.  You must be thinking you are special, that your pleasure can come from either yourself or mistress.  Well, you are not special.

So how do you like a cock cage my dear?  That’s why they were made for “males(my dear young lady,  I use this term only to describe your physical anatomy)” like you.   Rather uncomfortable when you get turned on is it?  That is preciously the point my dear.

Your thoughts need to be reshaped, young lady.  Whenever you have the desire to get sexual relief or pleasure, instead of thinking of YOU touching it, you need to think of yourself on your knees, thanking Mistress for making you her submissive, kissing her feet, and begging/pleading with her to let you have pleasure.  You see my dear young lady, the only pleasure you will get from submissive desires from now on emanates from Mistress and not from yourself.  You will never again be allowed to touch yourself, start begging your mistress for relief, it is now your only path to submissive satisfaction. So you will be learning that lesson my dear and frankly you learning it the hard way by being caged is rather enjoyable for me”

My caging experience

It was quite uncomfortable for the 1st 30 minutes yesterday as I was so turned on.  I finally decided it was so damn uncomfortable that I needed to focus elsewhere.  It was very comfortable being caged as long as I did not get sexually excited.  My wife was thrilled when she got home.  I had done some things to surprise her.

Bed last night was another matter.  This was really uncomfortable but the girl inside would NOT let me unlock the chastity belt. I couldn’t sleep more than 30 minutes at a time.  Finally a little after 2am, she decided she wanted more rest and that I had experienced so much discomfort that I wouldn’t think of touching myself.  She was right.

Well this morning is another matter.  She got the rest she wanted, I’m back caged again and I’m wearing my prettiest satin pink panties, my thoughts are not crystallized at to what needs to change on my focus-Mistresses dominance and we have a new blog entry.

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Posted on September 26, 2010, in Crossdressing Slave and tagged , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. This is Badbetty well know as Loney Galey I looking for MISTRESS keep me as a sissy male maid and make me do all your housework and you can rent me out so you can make money off of me and you can tie me up and gag,blindfold to .

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