I’m back. Wearing my black silk lace panties, lacy trim half slip, sheer pantyhose, lacy pink bra, breast forms, white see through blouse, black mini-skirt, silver high heels, and blonde wig.
2016 has been a year of unexpected events for me including near physical exhaustion. Even my desire to be all dressed up, feminized, and submissive has been ice-cold for the last 3-4 months.
While I was ice-cold did I know I’d be back ALL DRESSED up soon? I wondered and honestly didn’t know. This was the 1st time in over 6 years of being under Mistress Samantha’s intense, through, and comprehensive training that this had occurred. Was her intense psychological re-shaping, molding, conditioning and comprehensive feminization transformation of me really woven, ingrained, and burned into my mind?
As the fires began to stir, the answer was crystal clear. I had been trained to perfection by an expert. I must dress myself from head to toe. I must put on my skirts, blouses, dresses, bra’s, panties, stockings, high heels, wigs and makeup. Not only cannot I not resist my desires, I cannot stop myself from totally indulging, embracing, and being fully absorbed in worship and adoration of my burning desires. Plus, I crave to have them increased even more. I am totally engulfed in the waves of ecstasy, swept away by intense sexual lust into the world of satin, silk, lace and ruffles. Compared to how I was before I was trained – wearing my lacy, feminine, sexy female attire has evolved from an occasional past-time to an absolute complete total necessity. One that demands constant attention and needs to be done on a regular, even frequent, basis. I am now obsessed with wearing one my ultra feminine Victoria Secret or Frederick’s of Hollywood bra’s. The silk panties and sheer pantyhose ARE NOT enough. I must add a nice tight FULLY SHAPED LACY BRA to my panties and pantyhose. My lust to add a lacy full shaped bra to my “standard” outfit is quite telling as I revel in the pure total sexual excitement of it. My desires to be completely feminized are now totally, completely insatiable and quite uncontrollable.
Yes – the difficult year in 2016 has proven something beyond any doubt. I am definitely a fully totally completely feminized crossdresser. The 6+years of comprehensive intense training by Mistress Samantha has been wildly successful. Mistress has transformed me not into just accepting that I’m a crossdresser. She has transformed me into a totally committed, extremely devoted, and very intense crossdresser who will continually, regularly and frequently dress as pretty and feminine as I can – for as long as possible.
Now for the pictures. Note : I redid these photo’s several hours after posting. I could not contain my desire to have my tight lacy pretty pink bra more visible for all to see.
When I was growing up, if you dressed as a girl, the stereotype was that you must be gay. Logic being that if you want to dress as a girl, you want to have sex with a man. The hard link between gender and sex.
Now in the Facebook era, the stereotype has thankfully changed. But now much? Now it seems to be if you dress as a girl, you are “transgender” which 99% of the people are using to be equivalent to transsexual. Again, the hard link between gender and sex – so where is the real progress? Sorry, the truth is there is no real progress.
The tragic irony is this is the most opinionated seem to the gay community and now the transsexual community seems to be following suit. Frankly they should have been the most open.
Well, I am not gay and I am not transsexual (or transgender), I am bi-gender for lack of a better word. So I will continue to espouse who I am. My biological sex is male. I have sex with woman only. I am not changing my sex. With that said, my gender is far more girl than guy. A very dark pink side with a light powder blue side both of which can nicely coexist in your accept both. I may be more feminine that most girls but have a masculine side also. Neither are going anywhere. Nor is my ultra submissive side that loves female domination. Yes – on this blog I describe myself as a girl. Well – since I’m more girl than male, that is true. But that does not mean, my biological state will ever change. GENDER DOES NOT EQUAL SEX.