Female Domination & Revenge

I deserve to be dominated, disciplined and punished. 

female domination and feminization

female domination and feminization

 

Fitting justice to fit my behavior, sins and crime. 

For 5 decades, I secretly dressed in woman’s clothing because it turned me on and excited me so.  I dared to wear my mother’s, sisters, wife’s clothes without their permission and approval.  I hide the fact that this really turned me on.  I suppressed, denied, and caged the side of me that had this desire.  This side was kept as my prisoner in total isolation, kept under constant supervision/control.  It was mentally bound and caged.   Yes –  the girl inside of me was constantly punished until it came time for me to CUM.  She was to serve her master.

Well, Miss Nina Paige is now free and she deserves revenge. I should be severely disciplined by Mistress Samantha to learn what it feels like to put kept in a cage. The male side that did this to Miss Paige needs to be merciless punished.  Subjected to SEVERE female domination and discipline.  A fitting punishment for placing Miss Nina Paige in a cage for 5 decades is to be put into a cage also.  Reversal of the position. Ah, but not enough.  Cumming now needs to be a punishment that is dreaded, feared, disdained, and very undesirable.  The mere word should cause me to tremble and beg for mercy.  How?  

feminized submissive kneeling for Mistress to fuck him in the ass

feminized submissive kneeling for Mistress to fuck him in the ass

Well, I dressed as a girl for 50+ years but sexually released and came like a boy.  Fitting justice is to have my ass fucked long and deep with a dildo until I cum.  If you dress like a girl, you play like a girl.  My cock belongs encased in my tiny cock cage – impossible to become erect while I rock back and forth thrusting the dildo deep and fast into my ass.  

 

Kept hot and excited with no release while I strain against my cage.   If I cum, it will be without an erection and we know where every drop of the cum will go.  Yes into my mouth to suck and swallow every drop of it.

feminized submissive in a tiny cage trading places with Miss Nina Paige

feminized submissive in a tiny cage trading places with Miss Nina Paige

That is one way – then there are ruined orgasms and feeding.  Potentially  followed by forced orgasms until I beg and plead for mercy from Mistress Samantha.

It is now my turn to be placed in the very small cage that Miss Nina Paige was kept in.

 

 

Just as cumming meant more punishment for Miss Paige – now it is time for her former captor to experience what she did.  It is only fair.  

This is what I truly deserve.  It is called female domination, revenge and justice

 

 

 

 

 

Mommy’s little boy…..What if she had ?

mommy dressing son as a girl

Yes Mommy, Your son wants you to dress him in your stockings, high heels, bra, corset, petticoat, lipstick, and earrings. He keeps wearing your clothes hoping mommy catches him dressed this way. He wants you to see him dressed in your clothes

Yes, Mommy, I cannot stop wearing your clothes. I love to dress myself in Mommy’s clothes. I FREELY dress myself in your clothes. I cannot resist wearing your most feminine panties, bra’s, stockings, dresses, and high heels. This really turns me on, excites me, and thrills me, But boys are not allowed to dress this way, have these desires, or do what I am doing. It is not allowed, it needs to be resisted, I must suppress it, the desire must be controlled, it has to be constrained, and it must be stopped. Boys are not allowed to wear their mothers pretty clothes – it is against the rules. Guess what, we both know I’m wearing your clothes but we cannot acknowledge it. It is also against the rules.

Isn’t this your story also? I’ll bet it is.

So we FREELY physically dress ourselves in our mothers clothes because we love to. Yet emotionally, psychologically, and intellectually we are prisoners. We do everything we can to suppress, deny, control, restrict, constrain, and try to purge our desires. Of course, this makes no sense but we all know the rules. Boys or men are just not allowed to do this.

Hmm…

What if Mommy didn’t play by the rules?

What if she made sure you didn’t suppress, deny, control, restrict, constrain, and try to purge your desires?

What if she said?

I know you have been wearing my panties, bra, stockings, dresses, and high heels. On your bed, I have laid out a very pretty outfit for you to wear in front of Mommy today. And when you did as the rules say you must (resist) been taken into your bedroom and changed into the panties, bra, stockings, dress, and high heels by your mother.

Oh yes, what if Mommy had said?

  • If you dress in my clothes, you’ll be dressed for me and others I decide.
  • You’ll dress when you want to dress but also when I tell you to dress.
  • I will not allow you to suppress, deny, control, restrict, constrain or try to purge these desires 

Yes I now know what my mother should have done.  In my closet, should have been a sexy alluring short dress – my sisters red velvet mini-dress and pink ankle strap high heels.  In the drawers, silk panties, half slip, lacy bra, and stockings.  A constant enticement that I could choose to wear or not choose to wear with only one rule.   If you put them on, they stay on until Mommy sees you in them and gives you permission to change.  Permission not easily granted until Mommy is satisfied that you were being honest to her and myself about the desire.  The over ridding rule for Mommy to apply is to make sure her son stops suppressing, sneaking, hiding, locking up, denying, and trying to purge his desires. So, Mommy if your reading this  – that is my advice to you.  Let’s see what the poll results turn out to be.  

This is what Mommy’s little boy needs to have done in front of mommy.

mommy little boy dressed up as a girl

Mommy’s son dressed as a girl front head to toe for Mommy to see

   

The fire burns….and can no longer be controlled

I have been on fire for the last 5 weeks.  I tried to control the fire today.   See caption and the poll underneath the caption for your feedback.

Stevie learns one more time that he will kept as a cross dressed feminized slave forever. He can no longer resist his desire to dress as a girl and be dominated. Stevie has been turned into a girl. Look at you Stevie. You scoffed to yourself when Mistress told you she was going to turn you into a girl. Four years in panties and stockings and all you can think of is can I wear a skirt, dress, or my lipstick tonight. You a now a feminized mindless submissive who cannot help herself, who cannot resist, whose mind and will is under our full complete control. You are a pet, a possession, our property, our submissive. A well trained kitten, who obediently puts on her pink rhinestone collar and leash at our command. We have you on display for all to see and laugh at you. You are such a girly girl - Stevie

Stevie learns one more time that he will kept as a cross dressed feminized slave forever. He can no longer resist his desire to dress as a girl and be dominated. Stevie has been turned into a girl. Look at you Stevie. You scoffed to yourself when Mistress told you she was going to turn you into a girl. Four years in panties and stockings and all you can think of is can I wear a skirt, dress, or my lipstick tonight. You a now a feminized mindless submissive who cannot help herself, who cannot resist, whose mind and will is under our full complete control. You are a pet, a possession, our property, our submissive. A well trained kitten, who obediently puts on her pink rhinestone collar and leash at our command. We have you on display for all to see and laugh at you. You are such a girly girl – Stevie

 

 

Four years have passed – It’a an anniversary month

Feminized male who will be kept this way – FOREVER

Four years ago this month, I was punished and had to wear panties and pantyhose on a 24 hours a day and 7 days a week basis for a period of time.  After the punishment period, I was given a choice.  I could take them off or leave them on.  However, if I left them on, I would have to wear them all the time from now on.  Permission would be required to remove them.  Not only did I choose to keep them on, I begged Mistress to let me keep wearing them. I pleaded with her for  the privilege of being kept in panties and stockings all the time – knowing the rules before I did so.   I wanted to show her how strong my commitment, devotion, passion, and desire had become to continue my training by her.  My power to control being feminized was laid at Mistresses feet.  

So in the last four years, how many times have I asked to remove them?  Zero.  I cannot stop dressing in them – my desires and needs are too powerful and no longer controllable by me.  Of course, permission was never going to be given by Mistress anyway.  That is just understood and doesn’t need to be re-stated.  

My wife knows and fully expects me to be dressed in panties and stockings.  When my wife sees my behavior stating to deviate from its desired state, she will tell me it’s time to meet with Samantha.  Off to your room, anywhere from 30-60 minutes early before your meeting to get dressed and if Samantha decides to be spanked by her.  My wife, will check my face in the morning to make sure no traces of lipstick, eye shadow, or mascara remain before I go to work.  Although my wife doesn’t like to personally do this, she loves the results of having  Samantha do this to her husband. 

Now look at me in Sept 2014, unable to resist sleeping in my pretty pink Victoria Secret bra and nightgown with matching pink panties, sheer pantyhose.  Bracelet adorning my wrist with plum lipstick and lip gloss.  Of  course, with my lovely silicon breast forms.  

The girl inside and mistress rules but not how you may think. 

It is never by force.  They rule by knowing my inner desires and how to make me so excited I must dress immediately as a sexy pretty girl. OH…OH..OH…I cannot resist or stop.

Today the lacy Victoria’s Secret bra I am wearing in these pictures will stay on all day as well as my panties and stockings under my clothes.  I cannot bear to take the pretty lacy bra off – I love wearing bra’s – especially lacy padded bra’s.  Oh it may not show under my polo shirt but it feels so, so, so GOOD to be shopping dressed this way underneath.  

A fitting reminder on a four year anniversary month.  

 

cannot resist dressing this way

I cannot resist being feminized. I love sleeping in panties, bra, stockings, nightgown and lipstick

if you can resist the urge, then can you explain a few things?

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So you think you can resist dressing this way, the next time?  You cannot.  Ask yourself these questions.

  • Why do you think about doing this so often?
  • Why are you reading this blog?
  • Why are you wearing or wishing you were wearing silky lacy  panties right now?
  • Why could you not resist dressing in female attire the last time that you did?
  • Why does your biological sex organ from becoming stiff as a board and rock hard just thinking about this? 

Well this side of you, this special excitement, this desire is not going away.  You cannot control it, stop it or make it go away. It’s been that way since you were a young boy.  You know that’s the truth you try to hide. 

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Yes the desire to do this is deeply ingrained in you.  It may be suppressed for a period of time but it never goes away. Nobody changes their sexual desires and attractions.  Everybody manages them.  Denial, suppression does not work.  It will fail just like it has every other time in your past.  

It is time for you to understand, SHE is going to have HER way with you.  Whether you want to or not. You are going to be dressed as a pretty girl, time and time again.  You cannot resist or stop her. The girl inside of you – she has you in her powerful grip She always has had you in her grip and she always will.   

Time for you to be a well behaved girl.  Put on your panties, stockings, dress, and high heels NOW.  She has decided it is time for you to dress again.  You know it is.  That’s why you’re reading this blog.  The desire is building again, it will soon be too powerful to resist and you cannot stop it. 


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This is your inescapable fate, relax and get dressed.   Fight and resist if you must.  But she is going to put your back in panties, stockings, dress and high heels again.  It will happen shorty whether you try and resist or not.  She always wins and deep down inside you know it.  So be a good girl and put your pretty feminine clothes on right now. 

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Did you wear Mommy’s panties, stockings, bra’s, high heels or dresses?

I would bet you did.  After all, you started to wear woman’s clothing when you were 13 or 14 years old.  There is no denying it – you started to dress like a girl when you first became aware of sexual desires.  It has always turned you on from the very beginning up until today.  You cannot resist it – that’s why you are reading this blog right now.  You cannot hide or escape your desires.  

Mommy’s clothes – do they have a special attraction for you?  Perhaps you started with your sisters clothes. Whose clothes did you start with?  Mommy’s or your sisters?  

  • Did you want Mommy to catch you and make you stay dressed as she caught you?  
  • Did you want Mommy to lift your skirt and spank you?
  • Did you want Mommy to display you dressed as a girl in front of others?

I will bet at least one of the above.  For me it is all three.

Time for you to publicly confess how. when, and whose clothes you started with by answering with a comment.   

The assumption that I’m a Sissy

Oh how I hate that term and that assumption.  Let me be clear, I do not criticize again who has a desire to be a “sissy”.  I do dislike the assumption I must be a “sissy” or want to suck a male cock.  To both I say UGH, UGH, UGH, and more UGH.  

Yes, I been dressing from head to toe in girl’s clothes since I was 12 or 13 years old.  It is a huge sexual turn-on.  HUGE, HUGE, HUGE.  Just hold up a pair of panties, bra’s or high heels in front of me and it’s a tormenting sexual tease.  Yes, I want to wear them with stockings, dresses, wigs, and high heels.  I want to wear them in front of other woman.   I want to be dominated, disciplined, and under the control of woman who know.  Yes – ladies if you know I’m wear panties and stockings – you have me already under your domination and control.  I love to be given orders. I’d love to be humiliated, embarrassed, disciplined and punished by you.  I want to be your slave girl, your very personal maid, your little lesbian play-toy. Let’s take my biological sexual item and cage it nice and small so we can play as we should. 

Behaving as a Sissy?  Definitely not my style.  A male cock?  Ugh – not of any interest to me at all.  My style has always been all girl-all the time.  I know of no female dressed in sexy clothes who behaves as a “sissy”, I have no interest either.  

I write this because I feel other who share my interests feel pressured or obligated to be a Sissy. If they don’t they hear this crap that they are repressing it.  Same thing with associating their sexual desires with wanting to be with other males.  That is all somebody’s propaganda and nonsense.  Your desires are your desires and you don’t need to feel pressured to be somebody you are not.

I’m “all girl-all the time” and LOL….much more submissive to females than their wildest imagination.  I am who I am.  You should be who you are.  Guess who understands this very well?  Well – Mistress Samantha of course